Saturday, August 30, 2014

The Paradox in our Faith



22nd Sunday in Ordinary Time
August 31, 2014
Matthew 16:21-27

“Whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me (Mat 16:24).”

There is a paradox in the center of our faith. We believe that God is the all-powerful creator of the universe as well as of the minutest microbes, but practically nobody can pinpoint where He is. We profess that Jesus is our mighty Savior that conquered sins and death, but He Himself was tortured and nailed on the cross just like other notorious criminals. We, Christians, called ourselves redeemed and happy people, but almost everywhere in the world, from the most developed nations to war-torn countries, we suffer constant persecutions. The essence of our religion is love, and yet again true love entails great sacrifice, commitment and pains.
In today’s Gospel, Jesus revealed the turning point of His life. His stout followers expected him to be the Messiah who would lead Israel in war against the Roman Empire and to bring them into political liberation and independence. His disciples would not accept anything less than Jesus as the victorious king that would restore the kingdom and territory of David. Thus, Peter, the leader and bravest among the apostles, dared to quarrel with his own Master when their fundamental reason of following Jesus was shaken. Yet, Jesus did not come as a triumphant war-monger. He told us frankly that he had to face persecutions, passion and eventually death. And, worse, He expected His followers to endure the same fate as He did. Who would follow this kind of insane teacher!
However, the history narrated us how the apostles faithfully carried their crosses to the end. Peter was crucified upside-down, James and Paul were beheaded and the rest of the apostles had no better fortune. The apostles were the finest examples of Jesus’ followers and the same cross was handed down to all Christians after them. We also pray for the Christians who are suffering a lot in war-inflicted Syria, Iraq and even in Palestine. Thousands have fled their homeland without any change of coming back and unsure of their future. Some died as innocent victims of wars, but other lost their lives simple because they are Christ’s followers.
Their deaths are precious in the Lord’s eyes said the Psalmist. Yet, the cross is not only happening in conflict-ridded areas, but also in our simple daily lives. The cross is in the woman who struggle to be faithful to his TB-infected husband, while working so hard to rear three little children. The cross is in a student who is bullied because she refuses to cheat during exam. The cross is in a religious sister who fights for her vocation despite the fierce opposition from the family and better opportunity outside.
Cross is a great paradox of our faith. It is stumbling block to the Jews and foolishness to the Gentiles, as St. Paul mentioned in his letter to the Corinthians (1 Cor 1:23). Yet, this is the way of salvation.  Cross of Christ offers us even greater paradox. Only through the cross, God empowers us to become selfless and opens us a possibility to love even greater. If we buy our beloved son an iPad because we have a lot of money, that is shallow kind of love. But, when we give up our share so that our children may have a plate of race to eat, nobody would dare to call this love as cheap. When Jesus said that He had to take up His cross and go to Jerusalem, He simply told us that He is going to love us even more radically. Therefore, my dear brothers and sisters, do not be afraid to take our daily cross because we are entering the beautiful paradox of our faith. Through cross, we are enabled to love even greater.

Br. Valentinus Bayuhadi Ruseno, OP
       

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